How far would you actually go? yes you can clap both hands now when the judge announced of full control custody of this kid. i just couldnt understand it. why is it that the bad people, the bitches, the bastards in every movies or sinetron or watsoever, always get scot free just like that? and get all the good things they want in life? oh where is the word justice? i dont see that in this case Ya arif. the one thing that stands out in my mishmesh-ed head is a remark i overheard. that judge (stooopid one) lack the maturity needed to handle a certain kind of situation. how the hell that you said that "berpelukkan (dgn isteri orang) di Singapura okay ape, kalau pat negeri Arab memang tak boleh." F*cking sure you're certified from University of Al-Azhar? which hukum ure using Ya arif? that aside. truth really hurts. one full day was enough to leave us family, mentally exhausted. who knew her pretending could be this hebat. having no chance for my brother to even speak up and make fun of his statements. & having no control to what i've been feeling is what's really tearing me apart. it makes me scared to close my eyes at night because all i see is rayyan and my mum. my dreams still feel sore all over. What hurts the most is being so close and having so much to say with no chance and we're at the losing end. with no justice done. life's just unfair. siti aisha, you gotto thank Him for this faith and yes, aku akan ingat, hari ini hari engkau. bitch.
the emptiest of feelings. don't ask, i don't actually seem to have the mood to swallow all in. for now, good night.
