ive got something to say. . .

sometimes he's the last person i see before i go to sleep. sometimes he will be the first person i see when i woke up every morning. sometimes, like now, he will leave me restless in the middle of the night. but "sometimes" are not enough. does forever seem too soon? the date is nearing. this 25th. only HE decides and we leave everything to fate.
dearest love, you're such a dear to us family. the apple of our eyes. we know that you dont deserve that motherfcking mother. im glad that your first words are "nainek" and "baba". and that you're a carbon copy of abang amal and no traces of any resemblance from that CCK family. now that you're so clever and you know at this very age, its just so fun to play with you. u know how to pose for the camera, call people "eh" to carry you and this part i like, you know how to kiss us on the cheeks when we say "sayang busu". and oh, how you'll cry at the sight of that giant fir. harhar! (sorry dear). your bacin finger. your two gigi jarang jarang there. and hey! you will turn one this 28th!! see how time passed by so fast. dont grow up cepat sangat ah ok? :)
of doas from close relatives and friends. and all the best wishes from dear colleagues. hoping that you'll be in our custody. we hope ALLAH will answer all our prayers. to my fevret boy here, whatever happens, you'll still remain our sweetheart.
alamak, i got two fevret boys. nvm, both are my sweethearts too. :)