the realisation hit me back today.
- cab ride seem too expensive now. (tau takper) imagine, $18 to get to tampines from home? when last time was oni $10..? alamak uncle, u need to slow down the meter albeit. u making me pokai liao. i guess i hafta scrimp and save now. wake up early and get the stuffs ready the nite before. chet! macam paham jer.. nanti lambat gak.. haiz..
- fir's been stress lately. somehow he hates shell. bcos kena belajar valve ape mrepek. don't worry hunneh. u can do it lah. its just the beginning. well its just sucky when it comes to being new to a company. new friends. new environment. new things to learn. adapting they say. yeah, u gotta adapt to everything's new. slowly and breathe easy ok?
- tehtarik & prata sessions are back. you know, i am always thankful that, despite this lack of time, we still make space for each other. me always complaining about the everyday-i-eat-maggie, the how-i-dont-like to be treated at home and work and such. and having you to listen to all that. gee.. i wonder if you ever get tired of hearing me out? i hope not. :)
- finally salina is reunited with her payong kesayangan. since hari raya. gara-gara arep. dont know how many "reminder" sms-es sent. nak jumpe sampai tak dapat jumpe. sampai aku kekek non-stop bace mezza's blog entry. till she came down to hougang intecen to get it from me. how sweet you. akak tak kisah kan? but seriously, thanks hor for coming here. :)
- the numbers get lesser as the years go by. jealous i am, of people who can still keep it in tact after so many years. at this age, i get it. more of those are channelling their thoughts for seeking companions. but hey, i guess stay is a charming word in a friend's vocabulary. and i thank you siti for still being there for me. and to those newfounds too. :) :)
- a search for my new drug. creating collages and photo editing. i seek solace in them now.
- periuk clean. check. pokok siram. check. baju basuh and lipat. check. vacuum the floor. check. mopping and wipe out dusts. check. maklumlah, jadi maid sementara ni. (tak dibayar punye) nak ensure rumah in tiptop condition. ma'am besau nak balik next week. heh.
- children make you smile they say. but they can be irritants too. tissue papers in the washing machine. clothes covered with pieces of it. oh not to mention the mess they make at your place. i think i can go "ALVIN!" like dave in the chipmunks. hahahah!
- to sum it up, there is no greater happiness than knowing we are loved.
this is just random. im bored actually. and high too. "ketawa ketawa then log out." hahaha! sorry mezza!